Payphone

Hell yeah, now I'm telling you about my recent favorite single by Maroon 5. One of my favorite band.


You can read the lyrics on this video to know more about what Levine and his band means.


Sometimes we remember a series of painful moments in life. Maybe we won't to think about it. NEVER. But that's how memories work. It blinks on our mind in a flash. Then, we just stunned for several minutes. Pictures and video of what we used to have, we used to be with, we used to enjoy, and at the next minute, those hypnotizing stuffs are vanished and we realized. It has GONE AWAY. 


Memories are not similar like people who can be called and invited to come along. We might meet them. But, the truth is we cannot have the same moments to share with. The time and circumstances change. Some of us might wait with their faith that memories will come back like some pets which find a way to go home to their master. Some of us choose to throw them away. Just like poops that must be flushed and of course none of us want to have those thing back. (Eurgh!)


Everyone is free to react toward memories. For me, it's not like a lost pet, neither like poops. It's like breeze. We can feel it sometimes when we are sweating and feel hot. It refresh. It makes us learn that we still have beautiful life to make worth while. Hurtful things are not to be regreted. It is a medicine. Bitter, yet cures. 


Stop calling back your memories from payphone-mind. 


Although fairy tales are full of shits, we will still hold the future like this. :)

Benang Merah

Kita belum dipertemukan,


Karena benang merah yang menghubungkan dua kelingking kita masih terurai,


Menempuh perjalanan jauh,


Sibuk merangkai cerita dalam petualangannya dalam menghubungkan kita


Semoga engkau, yang kisahnya belum tersambung dalam tema hidupku, 


dan juga benang merah yang ada di kelingkingmu, selalu menemui keping-


keping senyum.


Seperti aku, dan benang merahku yang menunggu 'tuk membacamu


Melengkapi kisahku,


Tuhan, jagalah hati seseorang-ku yang di sana.

Think

Because you have a brain, that doesn't mean that you have made use of it well.


And just because you have mind, that doesn't mean that you're free to mind everything.


How you use your thought, impacts life and the universe.


Have you think about it?

Closed Door

merasakan dingin,
dalam sepi kian memaksa masuk.
dan semua pintu tertutup
menyembunyikan kuncinya
berharap pengap tetap bersemayam


merasakan lelah,
dalam perjalanan tanpa tujuan.
dan semua arah terhalang
menghalangi mentari menerangi
menolak semua rumusan peta
berharap semua hilang saja