A Poem to The Missing One

this is the day,
when I'm missing you,
and I am word-less.

when your face is glaring me,
in the apparition on my pond.
my heart pounds

the time forgets to count up.
the numbers are fading out.
but, still missing you a lot.

The Time

I believe that each human has their own limit for anything. It can be the time that they set up for such an activity, yeah kind of their daily routines or whatever.


Buat aku, memang perlu kita punya batasan waktu dalam melakukan apapun. Jadi kita ngga akan bertindak random dan membuang waktu yang masih ada utk melakukan sesuatu yang ngga berguna.


Jadi...
Apakah memang waktu itu memiliki batas?

Tunes in My Head

It's kinda funny how a song can influence your life or boost up your mood in a couple of minutes. And it is funny how a song can be a track of your days. And that's what I will write on my posting right now. About a song that becomes my track of weeks.

actually, I catch up with this single only two weeks ago. When I opened Youtube and see the ads below the video that I have played in. The singer is Christina Perri. At first I saw her, i thought that she is the new Amy Winehouse with a lot of tattoos jeweled on her skin. But she is "more pop" than Amy. Then I played her first video. The title is "JAR OF HEARTS". *OMG, that's really heard strange in my ears*.

I googled and finally found the lyrics. GOTCHA! It's very ME! *again*

I don't know why I found this song is kinda strengthen me. If someone let you fall and hurt you for several times, so it's time to stand tough and forget the bitterness. 

Cause you're not failed yet when you fall. But you're failed when you stop trying. :)

Bukan Orang Belian

Aku menengadah, di antara orang2 yang menunduk tanda patuh dan manut pada sebuah payung yang koyak dimana2.

Aku memilih untuk kepanasan. Aku lebih senang kehujanan. Daripada terbeli dan berlindung pada payung nista yang koyak dimana-mana. *puisi ini aku buat sewaktu masih di tempat kerja yang lama. Sekedar ingin bersuara lewat kata. Tentang dosa kecil para pemimpin lokal yang menyunggi agama dan digunakan sebagai tameng utk berbuat hina. Agar dicap mulia. Sungguh aku bersyukur pada Rabb-ku yang telah memindahkan aku atau lebih tepatnya mengentaskan aku dari lumpur busuk yang ditutupi dengan pualam italia itu. * Happy Holiday!!!